Happy new year!

Sorry I didn't stick to my word, but I guess you should sorta expect that by now.
From now on I will stop promising blogs unless they are already written.

Anyway it's officially twenty-ten!
As you can see I have made some resolutions (via 43things.com, click on picture to see it larger).
I will try my best to keep up with number twenty nine for you guys!
Seriously I haven't updated you with really anything lately. To start off I found out Luke is just weird so I try not to talk to him.haha
&& well me and Josh have been talking since that football game but I never went up with my friend to see him. Ultimately this lead to us just telling each other that nothing could ever work between us because of the distance and trust issues. But we are still friends. Oh well, another one bites the dust.

I'm just gonna put that all behind me now.
New year.
New beginnings.
New endings.
New scandals.

-Alaska

More is less.

Yesterday, Saturday, I guess I went on a "date".
I say "date" because I had no acknowledgment of it ever being a date.
Here's the thing, I ran into this other guy I had met from the corn maze Friday at a fast food place, after the football game. Just so you don't confuse this guy from my friends boyfriend's friend(the guy I had just met at the game), we'll call this guy "Luke", and my friends boyfriends friend "Josh". Well anyway Luke and I exchanged cell phone numbers, and he invited me the next day to a volleyball game between our schools (He goes to our schools rival school). I said no because I was honestly already meeting up with some friends at the movies. He asks if he can tag along and I say sure. We watched The Fourth Kind and at about 10 minutes into the movie he starts holding my hand. Because I was scared? I beg to differ. So after he holds my hand for about 15 minutes he puts his arm around me and makes me lean against his chest. We were like that the whole movie.

Now let me just clear some stuff up, Luke isn't ugly but I definitely don't like him. He's just kinda awkward and boring. But Josh on the other hand is my ideal guy. Through the whole movie I kept on thinking how I wish I could still be texting Josh(We were texting the whole day, but because of "Mr. Smooth" I couldn't because I don't want to be rude.). My friend was at the movies too and I hope she doesn't tell her boyfriend that I like Luke instead of his friend Josh.

Reading this may give you guys the wrong impression of me. First of all I definitely don't date alot. I've had one boyfriend and it was only for like two weeks, that was in August last year. Then prior to that I had gone on a 2 week cruise that summer and had a... I guess you would call it a vacation fling? Then that following Spring Break we went on another cruise for only a week and I met another guy, another vacation fling. I never kissed my boyfriend I had, I kissed the boy on the summer cruise, and I made out with the guy from the Spring Break cruise. Needless to say, I haven't gotten much guy action in a long time. Now I've got two guys. All I have to say is be careful in what you wish for, because you might just get it.

My diet yesterday only consisted of a small slice of cake. This is only because my brother came back from radiation for his cancer. He had been gone for a whole month, so of course we made a cake and ate it at the table. I don't want anyone getting suspicious.

-Alaska