Beginning.

I feel like I'm at a turning point in my life & important things should always be documented.
Therefore, I will try to write on this everyday even though I know no one will really read it.
I don't see this as a blog but rather a type of diary, but better because:
1. I can't loose my computer.
2. Nosy family members can't read it.
3. If they do read it they could never trace it back to myself.
I know it's pretty lame to just pour out all my feelings onto a computer blog but I guess I'm pretty desperate because my mind is an utter wreck right now.

I guess I should get the basics of myself out of the way.

I'm 14, but I've been told I look and act a load older.
I hate it when people say things like that, but it's true.

I live in a small town.
Well actually we're technically a city now.

I'm a freshman, (not a fr$hman).
I'm actually supposed to be in 8th grade though.

I have some pretty great friends, I'm an honors student, and I'm pretty much the only freshman who's on the varsity soccer team. Everything seems pretty fucking fantastic, right?
Wrong.

-Alaska